MY CONFESSION
By: Olakunle Sokale D Chosen
I remember when I was still in the world, in total darkness. I was living a sinful life.
Then, I love ladies a lot and in fact, I have asked girls out in the church before. We begin to write letters to ourselves inside the church, ha! God have mercy and Jesus was looking at me.
Then i love worldly music, it were so many on my phone, that I really love it, i do wear worldly trouser, pencil trouser. I did rubbish with ladies, I didn't had sex with them anyway but we did immoral things together. I was very wicked and stubborn then, I was so selfish and bitter, I got angry easily, I lived the way I like and I was still going to church pretending, deceiving myself.
Then i love worldly music, it were so many on my phone, that I really love it, i do wear worldly trouser, pencil trouser. I did rubbish with ladies, I didn't had sex with them anyway but we did immoral things together. I was very wicked and stubborn then, I was so selfish and bitter, I got angry easily, I lived the way I like and I was still going to church pretending, deceiving myself.
Then I begin to masturbate, I watch porn movies, browse and watch naked ladies that even when I got saved, it still made me to fall back. That is why when you become born again, Satan will want to drag you back into your vomit.
Don't forget I was still going to church, working and masturbating, people will think am holy then but right inside me I know am filthy. In fact, I peep whenever I see a fine lady bathing in the bathroom, I peep to see their nakedness, ha!sobs. I thought I was enjoying life. LORD HAVE MERCY!
Many Christians are like that today, they are pretending to be like a dove but they still commit secret sin.
Then u know I have girlfriends a lot then. Then I sex chat with ladies on 2go, even some girls will call me in midnight that we will begin to say romantic and immoral things. Ha LORD have mercy on me. Satan was happy with me then. You said you don't commit fornication what about those immoral things you say with those sisters.
I ventured into stealing, I went to a camp then, I stole people's handset. Ha! God! I stole people's book even my neighbours book which I later made restitution. I was told to sell something at a shop but all the money I realized there, I stole them which I later made restitution, I confessed to the person and she forgave me. GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME, I DIDN'T KNOW THEN.
I ventured into stealing, I went to a camp then, I stole people's handset. Ha! God! I stole people's book even my neighbours book which I later made restitution. I was told to sell something at a shop but all the money I realized there, I stole them which I later made restitution, I confessed to the person and she forgave me. GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME, I DIDN'T KNOW THEN.
Then again, I was doing frauding. I will open a lady 2go account and deceive them to collect recharge card, they will think am a lady, I will go to 2go room and get a lady nude pix and send it to them for recharge card. Ha! Very terrible. Then I was still going to church, Jesus was looking at me then as a church goer, even that church didn't preach the truth maybe I would have changed.
WAIT A MINUTE.
Did I Just Confessed My past to You? Yes! Every saint has a past.
Did I Just Confessed My past to You? Yes! Every saint has a past.
Then Jesus came and saved me, I listened to a sermon that convicted my heart oh! It was great I became born again and the things I use to do, I do them no more, I was change completely. My friends were surprised and started calling me Pastor Pastor. I had to detach from ungodly friends and unlike those useless demonic artist am following on Facebook, I deleted those 2go am using to fraud. I pity those who said they are saved but they still have ungodly materials, posters, music with them, they still follow ungodly pages on twitter and Facebook, they like entertainment pages. They never burn those worldly cloths like pencil jeans, they never detach from ungodly relationship which they don't know will hinder them from making heaven. You must detach from old life, old ways, old things.
If Jesus could save me from all this, He will save you also, are you rising and falling into that secret sin. CRY TO HIM WITH A TRUTHFUL HEART IF TRULY YOU WANT TO STOP THE SIN AND HE WILL SAVE YOU, HOWEVER, YOU NEED TO DISCIPLINE YOURSELF, YOU MUST WATCH AND PRAY DAILY BECAUSE SATAN CAN MAKE YOU BACKSLIDE INTO YOUR VOMIT. THAT HAPPENED TO ME.
I backslided into masturbation due to my negligence and carelessness but I repented and kept watching and praying.
And I am still watching till now.
I backslided into masturbation due to my negligence and carelessness but I repented and kept watching and praying.
And I am still watching till now.
HIS GRACE HAS KEPT ME....
I have made up my mind to go God's way for the rest of my life.
Good by world, goodbye pleasures of sin. I have made up my mind to go God's way for the rest of my life.
Have got my mind made up that I won't go back because I want to see My Jesus someday.......
Good by world, goodbye pleasures of sin. I have made up my mind to go God's way for the rest of my life.
Have got my mind made up that I won't go back because I want to see My Jesus someday.......
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